would be better off being a dead man
lay it all on me
destroy me while you still can

I figured out what I miss.

I seek confirmation in others. But the confirmation I get I do not believe in. I only believe critizism, because that's all I have ever taken notice of, all I've gotten. So I only trust in them who can critizise me. Maybe then I can learn to at least believe in some of the confirmation I get.

Little things matter. Little things make up my whole life. If you think you don't have a life because nothing big happens in it you're probably wrong, in my eyes at least.
Say something. Not just anything, but something... important, serious, something that matters, or just something that bothers you or something you're simply pondering about.



What you have never seems to be good enough.
There's always something more to need.